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There’s autonomy in being vulnerable
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Their fragility felt
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To the avocado that came from the other side of the planet ‘perfectly ripe just for u’
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How dare you call us broken, useless, incompatible to Greatness
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Impossible to quit (why would you even want that, they would say)
The truth is that chrono-capitalism is incompatible with crip life
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Conforming life from everything and everyone
And turning it into pain stoked values
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As if we lived just to be exhausted
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Capital is a time-parasite
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They were embedded with the concept of ease
Frictionless desire
Bodies so perfect that shitting and fucking are mere performances
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I was a body
A body
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Bending under its own weight
What we call survival is actually a moment when
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Because futures mean to leave us behind
Persisting past being the "problem"
We will keep being here
Co-existing in our own crip times
Cultivating spaces that orients us in terms it could never articulate
Care shattered, split by time, not worlds nor multiverses
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Temporal inequalities
Because life affirmation costs too much
Can we imagine futures of superfluous care, with a excesses of crips
Seeking coziness over efficient profits
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As if liberation could ever arrive from infinite growth
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and the narcissistic logics of neoliberalism
Belonging is at the edge of its collapse
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The pace of life splintered like glass
Shattering ableist complacency
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Inaction
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Stretching like light upon light
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- the clouds feeling cozyyyyyy for once