En-crip-ing Time

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There’s autonomy in being vulnerable
A home for us together
The background of infrastructures urges to move into our perspective
Their fragility felt
To the avocado that came from the other side of the planet ‘perfectly ripe just for u’
If this Machine is so clearly bleeding out
How dare you call us broken, useless, incompatible to Greatness
Of frictionless desire
Conforming life from everything and everyone
Time crawls through me like a machine eating itself
Between profit and their hollow shell of care
Burning something you can't hold
Chronophagy
Between endless growth and the cracks we survive in
They were embedded with the concept of ease
Bodies so perfect that shitting and fucking are mere performances
Histories like wounds are stitched in time
Like trails and paths over bodies
I was a body
A body
Lying flat
The horizontal ontology of pain
Bending under its own weight
What we call survival is actually a moment when
When chrono's clock forgets to tick
A world so fast we can’t really exist
Because futures mean to leave us behind
Persisting past being the "problem"
Co-existing in our own crip times
Cultivating spaces that orients us in terms it could never articulate
Temporal inequalities
Seeking coziness over efficient profits
Belonging is at the edge of its collapse
There’s beauty in this cadence
Stretching like light upon light
Over a crip horizon
- the clouds feeling cozyyyyyy for once

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