En-crip-ing Time

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There’s autonomy in being vulnerable
A home for us together
Not a short-term one-bed with exhausting prices that never rest, just waits recurse from the next to the next
Their fragility felt
To pre-packaged a ready meal to generalize care on the go
To the avocado that came from the other side of the planet ‘perfectly ripe just for u’
If this Machine is so clearly bleeding out
How dare you call us broken, useless, incompatible to Greatness
Of frictionless desire
Impossible to quit (why would you even want that, they would say)
The truth is that chrono-capitalism is incompatible with crip life
Itself a time-altering parasite
And turning it into pain stoked values
Time crawls through me like a machine eating itself
As if we lived just to be exhausted
Burning something you can't hold
Capital is a time-parasite
Chronophagy
They were embedded with the concept of ease
Bodies so perfect that shitting and fucking are mere performances
Like trails and paths over bodies
But between the price hikes and the quiet despair
A body
What we call survival is actually a moment when
When chrono's clock forgets to tick
Because futures mean to leave us behind
We will keep being here
Care shattered, split by time, not worlds nor multiverses
Temporal inequalities
Can we imagine futures of superfluous care, with a excesses of crips
Autonomy
Belonging is at the edge of its collapse
When there’s nothing left but slow afternoons to live in
The pace of life splintered like glass
There’s beauty in this cadence
Inaction
Adagio tempo, offbeat crip dances with time
Over a crip horizon
- the clouds feeling cozyyyyyy for once